new things are happening

ok its been a long time since ive written a blog so here goes...

this is whats new with me. recently my longest relationship of about 9 months ended. honestly im still not over it and its weird when i talk to him. it will take some time to get over after being so completely in love with a person for that long. im enjoying my summer vacation from school. im going back in the fall. i passed almost all my classes. i even got an A in math. with surprised the heck out of me.
im still learning how to drive which is taking alot longer than i had hoped but my life has been so busy that there isnt much time to practice. this also goes along with my plans to move out of my parents house. that now i find out is going to take alot longer than i would like it to.
i also started going to see a pyshcologist lately. her name is andrea. she is helping me deal with some depression issues ive been dealing with for many years now. i go to see her once a weeka dn we talk about things that are bothering me or that im anxious about or goals i wanna accomplish and how to go about doing it. she does this so i dont get ovewhelmed and can manage it with out overthinking it and shutting down back into a depression situation.
its nice having someone to talk to and can trust. im really glad i could talk about my problems with someone that isnt part of the issue and doesnt know or have connections with the issue in any way. its always better to talk to a third party when u have no where else to turn.
my friends still mean the world to me. which brings up a very important topic. this is that i made a new friend lately. justina is truely becoming one of the best friends in my entire life. i have learned so much from her. she has taught me acceptance and patience and over all how to be a better women. she has also brought me alot closer to god. this i am truely thankful for. justina has touched my life in many ways. probabally in more ways than she will ever know. she has so much courage and faith that has no bounds, wisdom and intelligence beyond her years. im glad god brought her to me because i feel at this time in my life i need a friend like her.
someone that doesnt judge me or tell me that im wrong for doing something. someone that says they will be there and actually shows up when im in need. someone i know i can come to with my deepest problems and thoughts and that will listen and try to guide me in the right path. i can say that i love her and hope we can be friends for the rest of our lives. <3
as u can see alot has changed in my life and i hope to write more over the summer as i have more time to do so now. ttyl
<3 kaylee


lean on me

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me

So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Lean on me...