god only knows....

i was inspired to write this blog when i heard this song.......

GOD ONLY KNOWS

I feel so alone, Cant seem to find my out of this lone?
No, it dont seem right
I didnt have a chance to say goodbye.

In this this silent space, I close my eyes i can hear you say
That it's alright, but my world's such an empty place tonight.
Cause i know that, its all part of life.

[Chorus]
I wish i had the chance to say goodbye, yeah i still miss you.
so hard to see through the tears i've cried.
Yeah, i still need you.
Cause i dont want to, if i dont have to ever let you go.
The longest i'll hold on.. God only knows.

As the time goes by, it gets a little easier to smile.
I know i'll never forget everything that you said.
You said its alright, it's all part of life.

[Chorus]
I wish i had the chance to say goodbye, yeah i still miss you.
so hard to see through the tears i've cried.
Yeah, I still need you.
Cause i don't want to, if i don't have to ever let you go.
The longest i'll hold on.. God only knows.

{ The hard times} will never fade if you keep looking up
Right around there is a better place if you believe in love.
Cause i know that, its all part of life.

[Chorus]
I wish i had the chance to say goodbye, yeah i still miss you.
so hard to see through the tears i've cried.
Yeah, I still need you.
Cause i don't want to, if i don't have to ever let you go.
The longest i'll hold on, the longest i'll hold on.
The longest i'll hold on.. God only knows.
God only knows.
Ya, God only knows.
God only knows.

I got to thinking after listening to this song how i have been to way too many funerals lately. 7 so far and one on the way in a year and a half. that is 8 too many. two of them were not needed. they were suicides. i feel for everyone that has lost someone this way. it is an indescribable pain for the people left behind. we cant imagine how much pain that the person was in emotionally or physically. obviously they felt they couldnt get through whatever it was.

with this said this is especially hard because u have no warning therefor no goodbye.

it really sucks when u cant say goodbye to someone u cared about before they have passed away. no matter how they died when u cant say goodbye it is much harder to get past the greif.

this song touched me in so many ways. its lyrics say so much that so many people feel and cant put into words. listening to this song i feel can be theraputic to someone who has lost someone.

i hope this song touches many people the way it has touched me. thanks to lucks for sending me that song. i think its becoming one of my favorites at this time.
<3 kaylee