ugh need to clear my head

i have decided my head is going to explode this week. i have alot on my mind and im starting to stress out way too much over what some people may think are stupid things. maybe im just sensitive or something idk. but im getting upset over the littlest things lately. things that never used to bother me are things that now put me in tears. wtf?
today was no different. i talked to a few friends about what was going on and they were there for me but still i feel hurt. i honestly dont feel the person who hurt me did it intentionally or eveen knew he/ she did it. it just sucked. im not going to name names or put blame on anyone. im just writing this to get it out of my mind and felt this what the only way to do it. im just not having a very good day is all. well thats about it. ttyl
<3 kaylee

update cuz its been awhile

ok so to update all u guys on what ive been up to lately cuz i havent posted anything in a super long time.
-im back in college
-im going to be learning how to drive my van i hope soon
-im still living at home for the time being although i want that to change
-i cant seem to get a certain someone out of my mind no matter what i do
-im apparently good at putting holes in walls and running into things
-still good at falling out of my chair
-my chair needs fixing
-my computer is a piece of crap
-long weekends are boring still even when i have things to do cuz its a holiday weekend and dont want to do anything
-i still want red highlights and still considering getting a tattoo- dont know when thats gonna actually happen though- probly after i move out
-my pastors wife finally had her baby
-my sister doesnt live at home anymore
-i should really post more blogs than i do
............................... thats about it so incase u missed what ive been up to here ya go!
<3 kaylee


THEN- BRAD PAISLEY

I remember, trying not to stare the night that I first met you. You had me mesmerized.
And three weeks later in the front porch light, taking forty five minutes to kiss goodnight.
I hadn't told you yet, but I thought I loved you then.

Now you're my whole life, now you're my whole world. And I just can't believe, the way I feel about you girl.
Like a river meets the sea, stronger than it's ever been. We've come so far since that day.
And I thought I loved you then.

I remember, taking you back to right where I first met you. You were so surprised.
There people around but I didn't care. I got down on one knee right there.
And once again, I thought I loved you then.

Now you're my whole life, now you're my whole world. And I just can't believe, the way I feel about you girl.
Like a river meets the sea, stronger than it's ever been. We've come so far since that day.
And I thought I loved you then.

I can just see you, with a baby on the way. I can just see you, when your hair is turning grey.
What I can't see is how I'm ever going to love you more. But I've said that before.

Now you're my whole life, now you're my whole world. And I just can't believe the way I feel about you girl.
We'll look back someday, at this moment that we're in and I'll look at you and say, "And I thought I loved you then."
And I thought I loved you then.