RIP Kelly

tonight has been a really rough night. i was washing dishes and my dad calls everyone to the living room. already i knew this was not going to be a good thing or any fun. my dog has been really sick lately and she isnt going to get any better and shes real old and has huge tumor. so friday morning my dad is going to the vets and we have to put her down. this is especially sad because we have grown very attached to this dog. we have had her for 10 years now. she is twelve yrs old and its just her time. i will not be going because when we had our first dog put down it was hard for me to be in the room and this dog is much harder to watch in pain. so this time i am sitting it out. i want to not have that as my last image of her. i thinks thats about all im gonna write tonight.
<3 kaylee

sissy's song- alan jackson

Why did she have to go
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time
Without reason without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me

Loved ones she left behind
Just trying to survive
And understand the why
Feeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me

It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me
Don`t worry 'bout me

new possibilities

so yesterday i was talking to an old friend about old times and the fact of me likeing him came up. he asked me if i still liked him and i asked him y. he said because i just might like u too a lil. im like well in that case yes i do and then he said that we should hang out soon cuz he wanted to see me. so im excited about this. i hope we work out cuz hes an amazing person. and i can actuall see him cuz he only lives about 15-20 mins from me.

LUCKY- JASON MRAZ AND COLBIE CAILLAT

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

single again

ok so to make a long story short me and josh broke up. he wats to bewith someone else so i ended it. we are still friends.it will take some time to get over him but i will be ok.