"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love."
"The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of."
"Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."
"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live."
"When boredom strikes, greatness emerges."
Friday, April 10, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
quotes
ok so here are a bunch of quotes that i like and i hope you like them too:
1."Laughter is by definition healthy."
2."Defer not till tomorrow to be wise,tomorrow's sun to thee may never rise."
3."It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not."
4."I believe every human has a finite number of heart-beats. I don't intend to waste any of mine running around doing exercises."
5."Parents were invented to make children happy by giving them something to ignore."
6."One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: that word is love."
7."Never feel self- pity, the most destructive emotion there is. How awful to be caught up in the terrible squirrel cage of self."
8."Mistakes and dissappointment make the sweet things in life that much sweeter."
9."What you do, the way you think, makes you beautiful."
10."life is too short, have fun."
1."Laughter is by definition healthy."
2."Defer not till tomorrow to be wise,tomorrow's sun to thee may never rise."
3."It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not."
4."I believe every human has a finite number of heart-beats. I don't intend to waste any of mine running around doing exercises."
5."Parents were invented to make children happy by giving them something to ignore."
6."One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: that word is love."
7."Never feel self- pity, the most destructive emotion there is. How awful to be caught up in the terrible squirrel cage of self."
8."Mistakes and dissappointment make the sweet things in life that much sweeter."
9."What you do, the way you think, makes you beautiful."
10."life is too short, have fun."
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
ok today my post is about my driving today and easter comng up.
i drove for the first time today. it was hard because i had to use hand controls and they are very hard to learn. u have to be really coordinated.the man that was giving my evaluation was nice and he had to correct me on a bunch of things but e never yelled or gave up on me.
it was also fun and he said i had enough knowledge that i could start my driver training to get my license. it was scary at first when he took me out on the road after being in the parking lot but i got the hang of it and loosened up a bit and wasnt so nervous.
ok enough about me driving.
so the big day is coming up.EASTER.im so excited. i love easter. its my fave holiday. last year around easter wasnt very good because that was a week after my uncle had committed suicide. that was a horrible night.
the day startedout normal. everything was going good. then about 9 or 10 at night my mom got a call saying that my uncle had killed himself and she had to go down there. it didnt hit me right away it took a min before i processed what she had just said to me. then the tears started to flow.she wanted to stay with me but she had to go help my dad and rest of the family at myaunts house. i knew she couldnt stay and i wasnt mad i was just overwhelmed wth emotion at that point.then came the next day. i was told i didnt have to go to school but i had a test that i didnt want to miss and i wanted to try and make it through.
bad idea. the wole next day was kind of a blurr as far as what was taught in my classes all i can remember was the rumors that were flowing from the kids at school. tey had heard about it and started saying things that were completely not true an some of them were down right mean.
ik my true friends were going to be there for me and they woul stop any rumors they heard. like my friend steph and cassi. they knew what had happened and stopped anyone from saying anything bad about my family or what had happened.
ik some things about how and where he did what he did that im not going to share because i am not ready to put it down fo everyone to see but if u want to know just ask and i will probly tell u.
it is still hard around birthdays and holidays for our family. my cousins birthday was sunday and im sure it was heard to know his dad wasnt going to be there for his 16th bday.
sme good things we can focus on this yar is the family we have left and the memories we have of my uncle dean. he was fun man and usually quiet but always happy and loved his kids and family.
so this is why im dedicating this blog to him in his memory tonight.
<3 you uncle dean-dont lose any socks up there
R.I.P.
<3 kaylee
ARMS OF AN ANGEL-SARAH McLAUGHLIN
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel “not good enough��?
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees
In the arms of an Angel, far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here
i drove for the first time today. it was hard because i had to use hand controls and they are very hard to learn. u have to be really coordinated.the man that was giving my evaluation was nice and he had to correct me on a bunch of things but e never yelled or gave up on me.
it was also fun and he said i had enough knowledge that i could start my driver training to get my license. it was scary at first when he took me out on the road after being in the parking lot but i got the hang of it and loosened up a bit and wasnt so nervous.
ok enough about me driving.
so the big day is coming up.EASTER.im so excited. i love easter. its my fave holiday. last year around easter wasnt very good because that was a week after my uncle had committed suicide. that was a horrible night.
the day startedout normal. everything was going good. then about 9 or 10 at night my mom got a call saying that my uncle had killed himself and she had to go down there. it didnt hit me right away it took a min before i processed what she had just said to me. then the tears started to flow.she wanted to stay with me but she had to go help my dad and rest of the family at myaunts house. i knew she couldnt stay and i wasnt mad i was just overwhelmed wth emotion at that point.then came the next day. i was told i didnt have to go to school but i had a test that i didnt want to miss and i wanted to try and make it through.
bad idea. the wole next day was kind of a blurr as far as what was taught in my classes all i can remember was the rumors that were flowing from the kids at school. tey had heard about it and started saying things that were completely not true an some of them were down right mean.
ik my true friends were going to be there for me and they woul stop any rumors they heard. like my friend steph and cassi. they knew what had happened and stopped anyone from saying anything bad about my family or what had happened.
ik some things about how and where he did what he did that im not going to share because i am not ready to put it down fo everyone to see but if u want to know just ask and i will probly tell u.
it is still hard around birthdays and holidays for our family. my cousins birthday was sunday and im sure it was heard to know his dad wasnt going to be there for his 16th bday.
sme good things we can focus on this yar is the family we have left and the memories we have of my uncle dean. he was fun man and usually quiet but always happy and loved his kids and family.
so this is why im dedicating this blog to him in his memory tonight.
<3 you uncle dean-dont lose any socks up there
R.I.P.
<3 kaylee
ARMS OF AN ANGEL-SARAH McLAUGHLIN
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel “not good enough��?
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees
In the arms of an Angel, far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here
Saturday, April 4, 2009
untitled
so im sittng here in my room thinking im so bored wat should i do and i think to myself why not write a blog. so here i am. i dont really know what to talk about so im just gonna talk.
yesterday in my town was a horrific day. a guy went into a civic center and shot and killed 13 ppl before turning the gun on himself. i wish i could say this is the first time i have seen this happen but thats not the case.
about three years ago my friend was involved in a murder suicide. her boyfrienda nd her got into a heated argument about whether or not she was going to keep her unborn baby. she wanted to keep it and he didnt want her to. it got out of hand and he shot her an killed her. then a couple hours later he turnedthe gun on hiself. it took me a long time to get over the death of my friend. she was always such a happy person and to see her life be cut so short at the age of 18 was tragic.heck, to know that ive lived a longer life that she was allowed to is horrible. it took me a long tim to be able to forgive him for doing such a thing to such a wondeful person.
i did however forgive him because if i didnt forgive him it would eat me alive day by day and i wuldnt let him do that to me. i forgave him but i will never allow mysef to forget that day. at her funeral i saw the amount of people there and realized i was not the only one that knew how amazig she was.
well after her death her family started a scholarship fund in her honor and a foundation called ending teen violence. they had a benefit dinner about two weeks ago that i went to and saw how many young teens they helped. that was when i knew her deah wasnt in vain. this organization is raising awarness so another death like hers can be prevented because no one deserves to go through what she did.
WHERE IS THE LOVE- BLACK EYED PEAS
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love,
the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the loveI feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
yesterday in my town was a horrific day. a guy went into a civic center and shot and killed 13 ppl before turning the gun on himself. i wish i could say this is the first time i have seen this happen but thats not the case.
about three years ago my friend was involved in a murder suicide. her boyfrienda nd her got into a heated argument about whether or not she was going to keep her unborn baby. she wanted to keep it and he didnt want her to. it got out of hand and he shot her an killed her. then a couple hours later he turnedthe gun on hiself. it took me a long time to get over the death of my friend. she was always such a happy person and to see her life be cut so short at the age of 18 was tragic.heck, to know that ive lived a longer life that she was allowed to is horrible. it took me a long tim to be able to forgive him for doing such a thing to such a wondeful person.
i did however forgive him because if i didnt forgive him it would eat me alive day by day and i wuldnt let him do that to me. i forgave him but i will never allow mysef to forget that day. at her funeral i saw the amount of people there and realized i was not the only one that knew how amazig she was.
well after her death her family started a scholarship fund in her honor and a foundation called ending teen violence. they had a benefit dinner about two weeks ago that i went to and saw how many young teens they helped. that was when i knew her deah wasnt in vain. this organization is raising awarness so another death like hers can be prevented because no one deserves to go through what she did.
WHERE IS THE LOVE- BLACK EYED PEAS
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love,
the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the loveI feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Thursday, April 2, 2009
first blog post-friends and life
Ok here i sit in my dorm room thinking about what a friend has said to me in the last couple of days. he told me that i should post a blog and that it shouldcome fom the heart. i shouldnt care what other people have to say and just writeone. so here goes nothing.....
I have discovered that in my nineteen years of living that if you arent having fun that what is the point in living. this is why i try to have fun and laugh as much as possible. from this laughter has earned my a nick name.(gerbil) i like this nick name because it came from friends that i know arent doing it to be mean but are doing it out of love. although i havent met these people that have given me this nick name i still know that they aremy true friends.
Without friends in this life a person has nothing. ts is why i surround myself with good friends that love me through the good times and the bad. i like the feeling that i can be a total dork and they still will lovemeno matter what or if i need to vent to oneof them they will sit there and listen.
i recently decided to leave my current college and persue a different career path. i am planningon getting a job and working this summer and going to college again in the fall once i fgure out what i want to do with the rest of mylife. tthis has been a long hard decision but i believe its for the best. i think i rushed into college to fast before i was ready. now i haveto start allover and begin a new. i am moving home and going to live with my parents for awhile. as much as i like living on my own i still like to comehomeoncein awhile. this seems like the best choice at this time in mylife.
so yeah that wasmy first blog and i hope whoever reads this likes it cuz i put my heart and soul into it.
"TRUE FRIEND"
[VERSE 1]
We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground
[CHORUS 1]
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me asideWhen something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night'
Til it's alright again
You're a true friend
[VERSE 2]
You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found
[CHORUS 2]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me asideWhen something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
[BRIDGE]
True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in
[CHORUS 3]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me asideWhen something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me asideWhen something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night'
Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]
I have discovered that in my nineteen years of living that if you arent having fun that what is the point in living. this is why i try to have fun and laugh as much as possible. from this laughter has earned my a nick name.(gerbil) i like this nick name because it came from friends that i know arent doing it to be mean but are doing it out of love. although i havent met these people that have given me this nick name i still know that they aremy true friends.
Without friends in this life a person has nothing. ts is why i surround myself with good friends that love me through the good times and the bad. i like the feeling that i can be a total dork and they still will lovemeno matter what or if i need to vent to oneof them they will sit there and listen.
i recently decided to leave my current college and persue a different career path. i am planningon getting a job and working this summer and going to college again in the fall once i fgure out what i want to do with the rest of mylife. tthis has been a long hard decision but i believe its for the best. i think i rushed into college to fast before i was ready. now i haveto start allover and begin a new. i am moving home and going to live with my parents for awhile. as much as i like living on my own i still like to comehomeoncein awhile. this seems like the best choice at this time in mylife.
so yeah that wasmy first blog and i hope whoever reads this likes it cuz i put my heart and soul into it.
"TRUE FRIEND"
[VERSE 1]
We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground
[CHORUS 1]
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me asideWhen something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night'
Til it's alright again
You're a true friend
[VERSE 2]
You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found
[CHORUS 2]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me asideWhen something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
[BRIDGE]
True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in
[CHORUS 3]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me asideWhen something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me asideWhen something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night'
Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]
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